The only one can help you is Him, this is why make a decision now? Not tomorrow, not in future coz you do not know what future may bring?!

“Dear Lord Jesus,

I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness.  I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead.  I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life.  I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Saviour.  In Your Name, amen.